TUKMOLism

TUKMOL ---- a filipino word for stupid or dumb as*

i am working on a pill.

indication: tukmolism, clue-for-the-clueless syndrome

mode of action: mainly affects central nervous system to realize what one is missing. secondary action, triggers neurons to make sure that the tail is cut off before making any move. other action, stimulates perception and makes one say duh-howcome-i-was-such-an-idiot-all-these-time

pharmacokinetics: oral--- reaches peak concentration on sundays. half-life, 7 days

dosing: 0.25mg po q w (1 tablet once a week). dosage form: tablet

adverse effects: wakefulness, euphoria, may cause palpitations and increased heart rate

animal studies: 81.76486% of the rats showed they can do better without their tails especially when the cats are around.

it is still an investigational drug. i don't have a name for the drug yet. any suggestions?

it is happening again

i come to a cycle when i feel so unnoticed, unimportant. but somehow, the Lord always reminds me that i am.

so tough guy asked me a question. flattering. but i said no. i don't wanna cause further damage.

God, you have reminded me once more that I am still noticed.

Ps 37:4 Delight yourself in the Lord and He will give you the desires of your heart.

hosted pacman fight

hosted pacquiao-hatton fight on 5/2.
went to have some oysters earlier in the afternoon.
went to help clean the church earlier than that.

food. food and more food.

2 rounds, tulog!
grabe hiyawan.
napa-ihi si eva sa sigaw.

ano ka ba?

pulis ka ba?
... nadakip mo ang puso ko
bangin ka ba?
... nahulog na ako sa yo
apoy ka ba?
... you're hot!

sabi ni jenel

sabi ni jenel puro daw ikaw ang laman ng blog ko.
siguro nga.

everything reminds me of you

i had a customer --- last name, your name alike
i reviewed a prescription today, doctor's last name sounded like your name
i verified this drug and the markings on the drug had the pharma company's name similar to yours embedded on it

how can i get rid of you?!

MAYKAN ADING TA BILINEN KA

Manang biday ilukat mo man
Ta email mo ag-download ka man
Nakalista ti kastoy kasjay
Ay matayakon nu di nak kasyan

Maykan ading ta bilinen ka
Ta inkanto sajay Caba
Gumatangkan to adu a mangga
Buyos, puto, naduma-duma

(ilokano Folk song, distorted version)

TENACIOUS

tenacious /pangngalan/... da shoes dat you wear wen u play tennis.

Played tennis today with Torise and Marvs. Nice day.
John and Jeane were also there.
Wendy's. Limit: 5USD each.

Tired.

myerkules
dey op ni manang
wala na namang nigawa kundi ang humilik
tanghali na nang bumangon
pagbangon, humilata muli
lublob sa pag-iisa
nang mahimasmasan
nagluto kunwari
pinaglutuan at pinagkainan nagkalat
nood ng tfc, pinatay nung wowowee na
crying ladies pinanood din, salamat sa netflix
nagplano ng bakasyon
pero nakakatamad pala
pag wala kang kasamang nagpla-plano

tired but hopeful

status quo

gano'n pa rin. tuloy ang ligaya...
deadma lang.
boredom is starting to creep in me again.
the 2-year cycle.
homesickness is killing me.
i don't wanna get used to it.

94 years old. wow! beat my nanang and tatang.

mall. walk. had fun with the kids though. easter bunny... say cheese!

why not mail-order pharmacy?

called angelica. 16. seems like yesterday that we were running around...

cholesterol is high

i went to the doctor yesterday and found out that my cholesterol is high

1 Cor 13:6

took a bold move to ask today
expecting answers in a few days
hope the real score comes at the right time
wish we'll both be ready to hear it
i know i waited on the Lord before doing it
goofing around is no longer healthy
He gave me 1 Cor 13:6
...love does not rejoice in wrongdoing but rejoices in the truth
we both deserve to know the truth
so we know where we stand
thanks sis for the wisdom
thanks for the prayers

got into cooking

on monday i cooked "tambo-tambong" (mixed fruits, rice balls in coconut milk).
on wed i did chicken with sotanghon and bittermelon sauted in bagoong. and paella. and strawberry jell-o.
today, i cooked pasta (creamy tuna).
i am thinking of baked tilapia tomorrow.
pork in tomato sauce and liver spread on saturday.
sinigang on sunday.

napaluha ako

nanood ako ng balita kanina sa abs-cbn. tapos nakita ko yung graduation ng mga kindergarten students, tapos naiyak ako nung fineature nila na very simple yung ceremony. napaiyak ako nung sinabing pinag-ipunan ng mga magulang yung pambili ng damit kahit wala silang matinong trabaho, tapos gumamit ng belt yung isa dahil napakaluwag nung pants na pinahiram nung kapitbahay.... basta napaluha ako. masyadong naghihirap ang bansa kong minamahal ngunit nakita ko kung gaano pinapangalagahan ang edukasyon.

God is good... all the time

balut

"intayo ag-balut"... that's an inside joke amongst us manongdo cousins.
i miss y'ol mga insan.
hay... intayon ag-balut............................

nag-tang@ ti amok!

basta lang...
1- fax machine
2- order review day
3- psc - 12.99???

apay ngata nga nagbalin nga manager dijay aya? diak ma-awatan?!

deadma

deadma.
di makahalata?
ano ba?
ang hina.
ano hinihintay mo? pasko?
sabi nga nila: 'clueless'!

pag nagkataon, i-untog mo na lang ang sarili mo ng 100 na beses!
huwag mong isumbat na di ako nagparamdam.
magsisisi ka.
aalis na ako.
mangingibang lupalop.
magpapakalayo.

post-valentine nausea? and random thoughts...

post-valentine nausea?
Vday went like an ordinary day, went to work, got home watched tv/dvd after. no date. very well spent. Oh, spent most of the night texting one of my crazeee friends about nothing.

then the day after i was sick. i don't know but i just was.

feb is almost over again. same old same old. i miss home. i want to go back to that lechon de leche restaurant and have a feast with the people i love.

i think i need to travel and just get out of WA. but where?
wish my siblings could join me.

i still feel nauseous. i just am.

maybe i should make another song. what will i write about?
wish i am inspired again to do another one.

i want to do something different this year. what's next Lord?

still nauseous.